A whole month passed, 4 weeks of contemplating whether to keep the baby or not. Don’t judge! We are simply not ready, at least not me. But I am not even hinting that I can’t handle it. What a rough struggle.
So here’s the thing, the progress of pregnancy will only be published after the baby is born so I can be as comfortably honest as I possibly can at the moment. Well, after many arguments, sleepless nights thinking through it all, there was only one valid solution, a logical and fair one given the harsh circumstances, we can’t keep the baby.
Regardless of this, we decided to keep it! Yes we did! It’s a bold risk we are taking, but still, something feels so right about it.
I couldn’t go to today’s checkup as I am hunting for jobs and contacting everyone I know for extra work. But she’s back and the baby is growing, healthily, and the progress is perfect.
So here it is, we are having a child! It’s overwhelming.. YES! But who cares, I can definitely make it work for this little family and for my unborn baby. I just have to work harder now which I am not complaining about, we need it, I need it!